Sometimes I dream of creating my own patterns; being spontaneous; taking scissors, fabric, and my sewing machine, and just
creating; doing what just seems to come natural to
Sarah. I'll even say it right out loud . . . I'm jealous. I was absolutely baffled that just months after learning to sew, Sarah had created her own
little sundress.
I'm a planner. I can't do much of anything without planning both a primary plan and a back-up plan. I try to be easy-going and go with the flow, but only so long as it fits within my planned parameters. I use patterns because they make me feel safe--as long as I measure, cut, and sew exactly, I can't mess it up (reads fail.) Yes, I have issues, but we can talk about that later.
So, I planned to be more like Sarah . . .
I wanted to make a skirt for Rora. I wanted it to have a flat top, a bubble hem, and maybe a gather somewhere in between. I wanted buttons down the side and cute, flowing fabric.
I made a pattern: there were drawings, measurements, and more drawings. (I guess I'm not all that good at spontaneity!)
Whether it was over-planned or not, I feel like it came out okay. There are still things I want to do to tweak my pattern, but I'll probably use it again.
I feel proud of myself. I stretched outside my comfort zone of using a pattern that someone else has perfected. I feel like I just created my very first pattern!!
Just wait . . . this has created a monster. There are more plans for spontaneity in the future!